I feel a little panic.
I feel a little fight or flight action.
I want to stay and be like we were before,
I want her to like me, and want me and think I'm more than enough.
No one can make that kind of thing happen.
On the other hand... I want to be in a relationship that's equal.
So I need to find Jason Robert again and not let him go.
I need to find the Alpha Wolf I am.
I need to hold him inside of me and stop feeling so vulnerable.
I'm the man.... I'm the masculine, the protector.
I am the provider.
I want her to be my girl, my beauty and grace.
But I want her to be happy...
And right now she's not.
