I wish I just had a best friend, I wish I had a home base that wasn’t so wrong. I wish things in one area of my life were going the right way =/
And the more all this crap happens, the more alone I feel…. It’s kind of… well… Lonely.
I just can’t help but wish someone would just honestly look at me, and smile and say hey… I know you’re mister tough guy, but I truly appreciate everything you do, and I’m sorry everything sucks. I feel like if one person just understood that I feel used and neglected and I feel like a door mat and a trash can for everyone else’s problems. Just one person…. and everything would be alright, and I could find the strength to just keep being mr tough guy.
But right now I just feel like a child… and I feel like nothing I do or have done is enough for anyone =/
Blahblahblah… poor me blahblah.
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