Sunday, May 9, 2010

May 9th

Kind of hard to sign in when you don't sign anything.
The hamsters are at it again... noisy wheels.
I don't understand why they have to be nocturnal...
I don't understand why I have to be nocturnal.
Right now I don't feel like anything.
I feel kind of empty.
Because my attempt at pleasure failed,
and then my girlfriend fell asleep on me.
No closure for this day...
I haven't heard her voice yet, how will I sleep.
Meditation youtube videos?
Dexter til I fall asleep...
I'm waiting to dream about serial killers.
Is that why I feel so empty?
Empathing dexter?
It's amazing how much your powers can come back when you're desperate for them.
But right now I'm angry.
One emotion following another emotion closely.
I'm lonely...
I'm irritated by the fucking hamster
And I'm frustrated because porn isn't cutting it anymore.
My body is tired from working out.
I need the soft touch of my girlfriend.
I need attention.

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